I cannot stop thinking. I wish I could just shut my brain off and pretend I didn't have a million things racing back and forth every minute. I find myself wanting to turn up the music as loud as possible to drown out my thoughts. I feel like my brain is going to explode. I have decisions, scenarios, ifs, ands, buts, hypothetical situations, anything you name is racing through my head. ALL THE TIME. I want to turn on some white noise, throw my phone and computer out the window and go lay in a hammock and just be. No more thinking.